Friday Night

Sword class helped again. Feel okay except for some issues that I will not discuss. Why is it that people don't understand how some things are so important that I need to do that help me to be stronger for them.

It's really hard to be a nice person but also watch out and take care yourself at the same time. You cannot be supportive to others until you take care of yourself first. It sucks but thats just survival I guess. Just winds up making me look like the bad guy and that really makes me sad. I just care about people who really care about others and give of themselves selflessly. I really feel like I just do everything wrong despite how much I know and how much I try.

The heck with it, I'm going to bed. Want to see IRON MAN, looks freaking awesome.

I am one with the universe. Still.